Dearest Swaha

It is such a privilege and miracle to be given this gift: to share time in your presence. To allow the clarity and love to flood me like big tidal waves, even tsunamis; and sometimes like a little bubbling creek glimmering in the sun.

You touch my heart so much. It's a mixture of sadness for the long time of holding myself back - and a dance in ecstasy. I have so much joy in me and you remind me that it's OK to stay in that space always - to let go of struggle, totally.

I lived my life earlier very much thinking that my purpose was to contribute and make others happy. Since some time now I'm seeing that when I make myself happy, looking after my own universe - I contribute the best to others.

I am so happy to have listened to my heart and come here to meet you! I feel my heart singing in your presence and wanting to run out in the meadow to whirl around!! Have you seen a heart dancing!!?

Thank you for sharing your limitless wisdom. There is no other place I'd rather be; and I've kept prolonging my stay here from 2 weeks to 3, and then 4 weeks!!!

With love,

H.