Beloved Master,

When He said: "let the little children come to me, because the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to them", Jesus was not referring to small, young people, but instead to the mature ones, who had regained their own child - the innocence, the non-attachment, the truth, the transparency: consciousness.

It seems to me that the 'Kingdom of Heaven' is just the kingdom of truth, which frees us. When we get in touch with truth, we become as pure as children - but conscious, realizing what Is.

To me, your presence is all this.

Yesterday, when I came here to be in your presence for the very first time, I thought it would be almost impossible to recognize you as my Master, due to the cultural- and language differences.

But then I remembered that I have been reading Osho for more than 15 years. And I always felt that I could understand him, with the mind - and many times with the heart.

I took the chance. I had no other choice anyway.

I felt the truth- the transparency - the purity - the child - the compassion - the lightness. And ABOVE ALL: THE TRUST. I feel surrendered in your presence. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO UNDERSTOOD AND WELCOME. I guess my heart has identified with the heart of your presence.

I feel connected to your presence. I already consider you my guide. I found out that I actually knew nothing about the SELF, about what I've been calling spirituality.

I am ready to receive sannyas, when your presence feels that it is the right moment.

My tears have blended with your purity.

The fears I bring with me are less powerful than the truth I found here.

E.

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