Dear and beloved Swaha!
In the silence I am feeling very deeply that I am both life and death. It's like life and death are happening inside me simultaneously, without fear.
Because in Existence there is no fear except in the human mind. I feel like something needs to die inside me every moment, to give space for life. It is like life and death are complementary, not opposites.
I am dancing with Existence, I am living and being.
I don't want to ponder any longer on where I came from, nor do I care about where I am going. I just want to celebrate this miracle that life is, the Here and Now.
I want to walk in this circle of birth, life and death, to penetrate it and be a part of it, to dance and play.
I want to be only in my Heart; that is where I find trust.
I want to know myself without expectations from others.
I want to die to the past and be reborn in the future.
I want to go with life, feeling the grace and lightness of an adult person - to be a woman who has rediscovered the love inside herself - and the purity of a child.
R.