Beloved Swaha,
Here with you I am melting.
I feel my heart open - love fills me and floats in me - until it overflows with tears.
It's such a good feeling and it makes me so happy!
But after a while, shame tends to come. like a child who has done something wrong, feeling foolish.
And somehow a fear that if people can see how vulnerable I am, they might hurt me.
I also have fear of being rejected if I show my love and happiness.
I don't want to freeze down or cut off this love!
How can I bring it into the world without losing it?
Love,
V.M.